I am speaking my story out loud because otherwise it is invisible to the world, which means it feels riddled with shame, disgrace and indignity. But the thing is, many of the most difficult struggles we all suffer with are
This walk also still includes the ugly steps of figuring out what to do with the sense of feeling left behind.
For now I’m still not quite ready to miss out on being a part of the childlike wonder of the magic of Christmas.
The journey of IVF is a constant waiting game when you are in the throes of it; waiting for the right day in the cycle to begin birth control, the 10 or 30 days of medications and injections, the date
I chose change. I chose the work of change to get back to the real me; the me, I honestly, hardly even remember ever existing.